As queer/trans of color cultural productions orient us toward otherwise worlds, what happens after we get to the end of the world? This paper asks: How does speculation imagine worlds beyond our current order, which takes enslavement, colonization, and ecological ruin as given? How does speculation get us to what Denise Ferreira da Silva refers to as “the end of the world as we know it”? As the genre of science fiction often performs racially and sexually transgressive narratives of colonialism, slavery, and conquest, I look toward Octavia Butler’s short story “Bloodchild” in this paper. Gan, the protagonist of “Bloodchild,” in deciding to incubate the eggs of a centipede-alien species, makes clear an entangled touch that veers both a curative potential and a violative capacity. Reading the characters of “Bloodchild” as simultaneously agents and recipients of touch, via the pleasures and horrors of interspecies intimacy, I frame touch as a form(lessness) of mutual desire and haptic exchange, and as an embodied figuration of violence under coercive and predatory power. This paper examines what the optics of touch can offer as a fleshly archive of the transcendent and interspecies organismic body in the (un)making of what Sylvia Wynter refers to as colonial “Man.” Ultimately, I am invested in what it means to touch, after the end of the world.
Istifaa Ahmed is a fourth-year Ph.D. candidate in the Department of American Studies, focusing on minoritarian performance and aesthetics, queer/trans subjectivities, speculative fiction, black feminisms, and queer of color critique. Centering the body, the erotic, and the flesh as analytical and methodological lenses to recast (in)human lifeforms, elemental intimacies, and modes of fugitivity, her scholarship is highly interdisciplinary and operates beyond the conventional boundaries of discipline. Their dissertation considers the concept of porosity to think through the movement, permeability, and shapeshifting capacity of flesh as a site of aesthetic responses to violence. She holds an M.A. in public humanities from Brown University and a B.A. in ethnic studies and a B.A. in gender and women’s studies from the University of California, Berkeley. She also pursues community-engaged projects with her dance studio, entailing collaborative choreographies and video productions that center creative knowledge productions. (Bio composed by Yannick Etoundi)